I don’t like how everything turns into a competition.
You do sports, sure somebody will do them better. You have friends, too bad somebody else’s friends are better. Your grandma makes great pancakes, sure but somebody else’s grandma makes better pancakes. You’re sick, dude somebody is surely way sicker than you are. You’re mentally ill, pfhh bro you’re just a little uneasy compared to somebody else. You selfharm, you call that selfharm did you see somebody else’s scars. You have problems, bullshit your problems aren’t worth shit compared to somebody else’s problems.It goes on and on and on and it makes me tired. You’re in a sports competition? Fine. Then tell everybody you’re better than others but people need to stop comparing problems and illnesses with eachother. You aren’t well? It doesn’t freaking matter how long your diagnosis list is. I hope you’re going to be better. You have problems? Well they aren’t insignificant just because they seem little to somebody else, they are challenging you and I hope you get through them. It doesn’t matter how you harm yourself or how deep you do it or how well you are at hiding it or howwhateverelse. I hope you’ll be able to stop someday. You decide if your friends are good or good enough for you not anybody else. Your interests are great as long as they are great for you. No matter what anybody else thinks of them. Whatever I am mad and rambling. People just need to get off their high horses and TALK. You know communicate with each other than forcing their believes and bullshit on you. Or you know it also helps to talk and also listen to people because maybe then it would be fucking easier to understand each other.
Welcome to my blog, tonight I feel like it’s even more of a mess of things that do not fit together than usually.